Body Image…

Hi its Aurianna and today I thought maybe instead of a weekly update I would talk about something else, like body image and I know this is a hard topic but I thought it would be good to put it out there. I will be talking about my experience and maybe some tips that I have picked up, so lets get right into it.

Struggling with body image is not something you can keep to yourself, and I did for a long time and it didn’t get me any were. When I was little I didn’t worry about weight at all. Around the age of 10 I started to feel a little insecure about my self. I didn’t do any thing about it except feel sorry for my self and that didn’t get me any were I was miserable and no one new but that was my fault. Around August me and my mom would walk 2 miles before school everyday and I started to feels good about myself. When it got cold I stopped walking in the morning, I started to fall apart and doubt myself again. I think I thought that if I didn’t walk in the morning then whats the point of working out, so I just didn’t work out at all.

Then around October and November I started to workout again and I was so happy and I was seeing a difference. Then I started to make the excuse that I was to busy which I wasn’t, so I stopped again and again I started to doubt myself and tell myself I wasn’t pretty, and that didn’t do me any good. I started to compare myself to others and honestly that didn’t help, I would think why do I not look like that. For about a month our 2 I didn’t workout I didn’t really care for my weight our anything and I felt pretty good about myself. Then again I started to workout again but it wasn’t to lose weight it was to build muscle. I also have been trying to eat less with less portions of food, and I have been feeling really good about myself latly. That was my journey through body image and what I went through.

I am going to put my email so that if anyone needs help with anything just email me, auribustillos@gmail.com. The comment challenge for today is to put one goal you have for the new year.

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Let’s Talk episode 1

HI it’s Aurianna Bustillos and and i’m going to be starting a knew series called lets talk today is episode 1. In lets talk I will be just talking about everything and anything like my favorite show our music our even color. I want this to be like i’m talking to someone, I am gonna try to do this whenever I can our am bored. I will also be giving tips for school and just life in general. Okay let’s get right into it.

Okay so for episode 1 of let’s talk i’m going to be talking about my favorite show and music and stuff like that, and maybe even giving some tips. My favorite show is Julie and the phantoms. So I have watched this show like 100 times , my favorite character in the show is Luke I don’t know why but I just love that character so much. I know all the names and ages of all the characters in Julie and the phantoms, I am that big of a fan. Julie-Madison Reyes 16, Luke- Charlie Gillespie 22, Alex- Owen Joyner 20, Reggie- Jeremy Shada 23, Carrie- Savanna lee may 20, Nick- Sasha 16, Flynn- Jadha Marie 15. Those are the main characters name and ages I know. My favorite part of the show is the music I always listen to it like during homework mostly and taking a shower. I strongly suggest watching it.

Okay I was thinking maybe I can give some tips and then close out the blog. Okay so one tip I have is I think that everyone should have a schedule and its okay if you are not on your schedule the whole time. I have a schedule to but I don’t always stick to it like I have been working out everyday but I don’t always stick to it. Another thing is when you get assignments for school try to start with the assignment that is due first you want to get it done sooner. After you finish all those assignments then work on the bigger and the latter due ones this should help.

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January weekly update 1

Hi it’s Aurianna back with my new series weekly updates. I hope you like this weeks update let’s get right into it.

“Don’t compare yourself to others”. -by me.

I’m so sorry for not posting my weekly updates I have been really busy since school started. but my goal this year to keep my blog up to date, I have been really busy so I will try my best. For Christmas I got a phone and man was I excited and surprised and I got a lot of friends numbers and that was nice. This week was the first week back to school, so it was kinda a lot I had to get back to my old schedule which was kinda hard but I did it. On Monday I saw my councilor and i’m glad I did because I told her about something and she told me that I have been having anxiety attacks which are really scary and i’m glad I found out know so that I can stop them before they happen. I sometimes wish I told my parents sooner about the attacks but I did tell them and that is all that counts. Tuesday was the first day back to school and I was not excited but it got better through out the week. Usually I have peer helpers on Tuesdays but it was cancelled this week but its okay I was able to get a lot done though.

Wednesday I really didn’t do anything, i’m not having tutoring till the 20th but that’s okay. Thursday I had student council and this week it was really fun we got to make new years resolutions templates to give to the school to fill out. This week I finished all my assignments before the weekend so no homework for me till next week. This week was so laid back so I didn’t really do much on Friday.

The lesson for this week is…..If something that can really hurt you like having anxiety attacks for example you need to tell someone before it gets to out of hand.

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December Weekly Update 3

Hi it’s Aurianna back with my new series weekly updates. I hope you like this weeks update let’s get right into it.

“If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down” Buddha.

Okay so this week was pretty fly last I met to meet my new tutor and that was cool but that was last week. So on Monday I had counseling and it’s nice cause I can just let out what i’m feeling and i’m able to talk to someone. I think everyone needs a outlet to talk to. A outlet is kinda someone that you can tell your problems to and go to when you need support our love our just anything really. My outlet is my Nino and Nina’s kids and my concealer. Okay so Monday was pretty good I got lots done and after that I didn’t have any assignments I had to do I had a free period. Tuesday was a good day to I feel like all week was good. On Tuesday I had no homework so pretty laid back day, I also had peer helpers. We talked about all the reach out projects we were gonna do. Me and some of my friends made a video for the announcements and that was pretty cool.

Wednesday I had tutoring for the first time, and it really helped me get ready for my final test. So other than I didn’t really do anything else on Wednesday. Thursday was laid back didn’t really do anything. On Friday I had tutoring again and I was able to get even more ready for my test. Some family from Austin came in for Christmas and speaking of Christmas It’s in a couple days away. Okay so My sister who left about a month ago and she is coming back on the 20th and i’m so ready to see her.

The lesson for this week is…Find a outlet to talk to it will help you a lot. When you don’t want to talk to your parents about your problems you won’t have to you can talk to the person you chose to be your outlet.

December weekly update 2

Hi it’s Aurianna back with my new series weekly updates. I hope you like this weeks update lets get right into it.

“Stop crossing oceans for people who won’t jump puddles for you. -OurMindfulLife.com.

This week I kinda felt like I was sometimes sad our mad but most of the time happy. on Monday I had all my classes and we all know how that goes Monday is a lot to handle but I think I managed Monday’s pretty well. usually on Mondays my brother and sister leave to go see my grandparents so we went and got takeout for lunch. On Tuesday I had a club called peer helpers and I visited my sisters mom and we watched Julie and the Phantoms. I have watched Julie and the Phantoms like 7 times I will have to talk about why I like that show so much.

Wednesday and Thursday were pretty good Wednesday was a pretty laid back day. Thursday I had student council and I met my new tutor i’m glad because sometimes I do need help with school and homework. The one thing that gets me through my school day is listening to the Julie and the Phantoms sound track I 10/10 recommend.

The lesson for this week is… If your having a hard time with school are friends you need to talk to someone because if not one day you just gonna burst so talk to people let them know whats going on.

Bye For Know!!

Update

Hi, it’s Aurianna. I’m sorry I didn’t write for awhile but I have been so busy lately with school. I’m going to be changing the way I write things so let me explain. So my posts are going to be starting off with an inspiring quote. Then i’m going to be moving on to talking about my week, what I did this week, what homework I had, and if I had any stressful days or not. I want to be able to also say a lesson I learned that week. I hope that if I do this it can inspire people to talk about their week to others when they are struggling with things now that we are online.

December weekly update 1

Hi, it’s Aurianna here with my new series called weekly updates. I hope you like this week’s update let’s get right into it.

“Today, I will not stress over things I cannot control”. -www.KAITLYNMOORHEAD.Com.

This week was kinda like a emotional roller coaster. I was happy then sad then mad and it’s okay to have emotions but it’s how you handle these emotions. You can’t let your emotions control how the rest of your day goes. Some days were a little stressful but it’s okay because I didn’t let that control how I felt the rest of the day. I didn’t have that many assignments which was nice but I have a feeling I might have a lot of assignments next week.

In student council we made a GofundMe to help raise money for the less fortunate. We wanted to get them blankets to keep them warm this winter. We had a goal to get 500 dollars but we got more than 500, it was so amazing. We were able to buy about 1,000 blankets. Me and the student council wrote thank you letters to everyone who donated money, one guy donated 200 dollars. On Tuesday I accidentally missed peer helpers and man was I mad at my self but I didn’t let that effect the rest of my day.

The rest of the week was pretty good. On Saturday me and my family went to a holiday party at my mom’s work. This year I was able to participate in all the adult games like white elephant, plastic wrap game and stocking game. I won 20 dollars and some board games. Sunday was a pretty laid back day. We went to church then came home and didn’t really do anything. On Sunday I learned to play jingle bells on the violin.

My lesson for this week is… Don’t let your feeling control the rest of your day when emotions get a hold of your body it can make you feel angry or sad at everything.

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This month

Its been 8 weeks since school started and I want to share what has been happening this month at school. I have really got used to my schedule and know that i’m used to my schedule its easier to do school. also I have had so many assignments the past month it very stressful but I was able to get everything done. I sighed up to try to be in student council, I ran for secretary/treasurer and I got it. I’m so excited that i’m student council, I had my first meeting with all the officers and we planned to talk about the benefits of being in student council to put on the news.

I’m reading this book for one of my classes and it’s called homeless birds. It’s about a thirteen year old girl named Koly and her parents are making her leave home and and get a husband. Koly doesn’t want to leave her family and home, and what if she doesn’t like him. She marries this kid named Hari and find out he is going to die and he is younger than Koly. So far it’s a really good but sad book the only thing is that I don’t have a long time to read the book.

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DIY Agenda

I made my own agenda and i’m so proud of how it turned out I watched a YouTube video for inspiration but I didn’t do everything the video did I just took what I thought would be good for my agenda . I made my own agenda because I didn’t like the lay out of other store bought our school agenda’s. This really helps with organization and scheduling and creativity. I could be as creative as I could and it was so much fun to make my own and personal agenda. This is the link to the video I watched to make my agenda https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsvTEm58Nms&list=LLGf1QPNkyJnCJmZ2Kh75Zsg&index=3&t=284s.

I put a section on my notebook for assignments and teacher contacts and its really helped out so far i’m able to see what my assignments are and when there do and what grade I got and it helps. Something I suggest is to get a journal that will make you want to write in it and be as colorful and creative it will make you feel really good about your agenda. If your not going to stick with writing the weeks for every month then I suggest not making your own agenda but if your going to stick with it then go ahead and make your own agenda. I use my agenda every day and it so us full and that is exactly why I love this agenda, In the comment s let me know how the agenda worked out. see you in my next post.

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School Has Started

It’s the first week of school and it was so tiring, I was in front of a computer for hours but it was an awesome first day. I got to meet most of my teachers and they where really nice. I barely know anyone in my classes but that gives me an opportunity to make new friends which is a good thing. I have an awesome school set up that I built my self and it looks so good, I’ll show my school set up. It has all my class notebooks, agendas, my computer and more. I tried my best to make it like school as much ass I could. So I put my locker stuff with my school set up and I think it looks pretty good after all.

I found out that in person school won’t start till about January and I’m kinda sad. Distance learning is not ideal but you know as long as I get to do school and learn I’ll be okay.

Before I close out I would like to share a good trick I’ve learned so far. Having a nice space to work at with all of your school supplies helps you feel more organized and put together for the day. I’m sure it’s not for everyone but only do this if you feel like you won’t to. See you in my next post.

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Everything

I don’t know what to talk about so I’ll talk about everything. So lets get started, first things first I’m starting school on Tuesday and like everyone else I’m nervous but excited at the same time. I got my school computer a couple days ago and to me it’s kinda small. At first I didn’t want a computer from the school because there no need in getting one but I had to because the school wanted everyone to have one. Now I’m glad I got the computer because it has all my school info on it. So I just got my schedule for school and I’m kinda scared my schedule is intense but it’s okay I also will be inserting a picture of my schedule. I have seven teachers which I’m really nervous but I don’t have all seven classes in one day which is good.

Bye Know!!!